Merry Christmas!!!

Just want to wish you all a VERY Merry Christmas!! May the season be of joy and peace with family gathering and those who you love dearly!! This Christmas I will be joining my dad's family in Guadalajara! I will have a chance to celebrate the Mexican side of Christmas with my grandfather, my aunts, uncles, and all those cousins!!

I know from talking to my cousin and those around here that there are major differences from Mexico and the US! ... BEFORE Christmas beginning the 16th - 23rd there are many posadas, this is the traditional "drama" of Mary and Joseph knocking on the nearby doors asking for a place to stay for their baby Jesus' birth through song. Also during this time, there are other dramas of the Christmas retake in very different perspectives (angels and demons, shepherds, etc...) played the last week of the universities. I had the privilege to check out a couple this year!

1. Christmas is celebrated on the 24th with family through a large delicious meal. I will be enjoying tons of different types of tamales (customary with my family).

2. The 25th is the reheating of the amazing food from the 24th.

3. Santa Claus does not come to many homes here; however, the three wise men come and send the gifts to the children on the January morning of Jan 6th. The night before, the children place their shoes out with their wish list sometimes they send it up in the air using balloons!

4. During Jan 6th there is a certain type of bread roll with a little baby Jesus doll in the inside. Each person there will cut a piece of this bread and IF they encounter this baby Jesus, this person will be in charge of providing the meal for another celebration in February (I forgot the exact date).

5. Pinatas, dancing and games are also a grand part of this celebration... depending on the family traditions!!

I am super excited! Please enjoy and have a wonderful Merry Christmas! Remember the REASON behind the season - Jesus Christ!! And have an amazing NEW Year!! Recall the lessons you have grown this last year and give praise to the God who allowed you to go through it - Also - set those reasonable goals in those areas you are weak in!!

Feliz Navidad!!

Yenedith & Minelli

I would like to share two amazing blessings God has provided in my path: Yenedith & Minelli. these two young women are new believers, new creations, new followers of Jesus Christ, new sisters in the faith. To see their love for Christ is encouraging, powerful and priceless. As an "older" Christian in the faith, I have found myself surrounded by believers because the love of Christ bonds us together. It is absolutely beautiful, the strong connection there is of love. Then for those who do not yet know the Lord as their personal Lord and Savior, the mentality, perspective on life is so separate, different, it is a little more work to connect, but it can be done. For we are in this world to share Christ to those who don't know, to share what Christ did here on Earth and why! Now, I have been blessed, honored by assisting, guiding two students into the life of Christ. What a privilege, what a JOY!! It's like feeding hungry birds the worm, swallowing everything with great delight and eagerness. It's like sharing to young children an incredible action story, their ears are super attentive, their eyes are focused fully to the speaker! As a teacher, they are the best students one can ask! They do their homework, they learn their materials, they attend with anticipation of learning! God is their love and all they want to do is learn about Him and do/obey everything that is right and holy. Why? Because they realize that they owe Him (God), their life, their ALL!! (The pix above is of Minelli and I... I haven't taken a pix of Yenedith yet)

Time to Reflect and Praise God

November and December came and almost went!! It has been a while since my last blog. I realize it is much needed and valued to sit and reflect on daily events especially when one sees the hand of God working in the lives of students, workers and those around. How much we need to praise God for His work! Many times we look or seem to be blocked with the problems around us: financial struggles, personal issues, war, natural disasters, injustice, the poor, illnesses, etc... Will we ever reach satisfaction? Will there ever be a point when we find ourselves problem less? I think not. Not until Christ comes back to call us home.

Apartment Searching 9/27 - 10/1

On Wed, September 27th Mandy and I had our hopes turned around! Together we had our hearts set on the apartment we were currently staying. It pretty much was a perfect fit for us. It has three bedrooms (for all three girls), lots of natural light, clean, laundry room service, furnished with the necessities, and very near our teammates (15 min walking distance). Unfortunately, we found out from Ale that this owner was one we did not want to mess with. Long story short, she is one to work with. Since Ale already had a year experience with this owner with her current apartment situation, she knew what she was talking about. That afternoon was a tough one for it was the day we were going to give our decision to the owner and the day we found out the details with the owner! When the owner arrived that early evening we shared our gratitude for her trust in having us there for the last month while she was on vacation. We also expressed our concern with the details of the apartment and when we will need to move out if we chose not to take it. Her answer: Sept 25th (two days ago). So we asked if we could pay for extra days. “Yes, but I need the apartment on Sept 30th.”


This began our apartment search! We looked and visited MANY apartments nearby! I believe we called about 100 apartment ads (using internet, newspaper, or walking by posted signs), visited about 15, and walked 20+ miles during the following 3 days! By the end of it all we were tired, weak, without much luck.
We found three possibilities and on Sept 30th, we spoke and shared our concerns and desires for our apartment. After calculating all the little details we found one apartment that seemed sufficient for our needs, but yet wasn’t one we liked. Unfortunately, we didn’t have time to look anymore for we had to clean up the apartment and get out by 8pm that evening!
Where would we leave our things? Hmmm God worked here! Tim and Joram, fellow teammates were also in the process of moving out. They had JUST found a small apartment that will suit their needs and were waiting for the signing of the paperwork. Fortunately, they had until Oct. 9th with their current apartment. We chose to use their space for our stuff while they move out so that we could have a couple more days to search. The 30th was a crazy day!! Deciding on an apartment, cleaning, and moving out caused a LOT of pressure and tension as we faced with several obstacles!! At around 4pm, Ale and I were calling our guy friends practically begging for some help carrying our boxes from one apt to the next. It was at around 6:30pm that we were finally connected with one of my guy friends and his best friend. We were also connected with one of her guy friends. Both had vehicles! (Let me stress, this was NOT easy because most of our close friends had work or school and couldn’t! Leaving us with those we really didn’t know much.) In the moving process, it began to rain, I fell, and time was NOT on our side! However, it worked out well!!
Funny thing happened that night, as we packed our things in this nearly empty apartment, the question came up, why not this apartment? Why can’t we stay here? The question came up again the following morning!
October 1st! We came together (Ale, Mandy and I) prayed, cried, and hugged one another for the lessons God has been teaching us with humility and faith! That morning, we also decided that we better hurry to check if the ‘guys’ apartment was still available for us. Praise God, It was!! We set an appointment for the following day and agreed to give this apartment our all!
Magdelena 21: 2 bedrooms, an office (that can convert to a bedroom), 2 ½ bathrooms, decent kitchen, balcony, plenty of space and lights, and very near the other teammates.
We visited this owner Oct. 2nd, Rosendo. Through this interview, I can in confidence say that we now have an apartment!!!

What is so amazing about this apartment? It is an answer from God.
• We prayed for an apartment within the three days, we found one!
• We prayed for an easy transaction, so far very good!
• We prayed that all of us will agree, all other apartments we did not, it was ONLY this one that we did!
• We prayed to have an apartment for each of our desires: clean kitchen, more than one bathroom, space, near location, balcony, clean, in a safe neighborhood; this apartment is a perfect fit!
• We prayed for it to fit our price range, it is actually LESS than we hoped for by about $50!

Well, our only concern (which can be both good and bad) is the fact that this apartment isn’t furnished. We will need to find either cheap furniture to fill our home OR to borrow from the friends and supporters of those we know. Please pray for this. I do NOT want to spend much time or money in furnishing our home, for I do wish to focus on the ministry before me and the work that I came here to do, but I do understand my responsibilities for living in Mexico City.

Pix of the STINT US chicas!

Colorado Briefing with Lola (Jessica) and Mandy.
Awesome Gals! I will be working with them this year in our team! Mandy is my roomie and Lola has a couple schools with me this year!

September 15th = Independence Day! = 1 BIG LONG Party!

There are two main types of people found in Mexico during this great event. Those who are VERY patriotic! They wear the outfits, the decorations, and truly celebrate in their hearts the great truth that they are an independent country! Last year, I had the privilege to celebrate in a VERY patriotic home the traditional feast during the special occasion. The house was decorated and the family wore festival outfits. The entire family gathered together in their grandmother’s home; aunts, uncles, cousins, and even new found friends! Food!!! I think food really brings family together! Honestly, there are tons of dishes of food laid out on the table. It is impossible to enjoy each dish that was specially made by the hands of individuals because by the time you finish the 5th dish (for example), you are too full to savor the rest. Oh how delicious it is! Posole – a traditional soup with corn kernels and chicken with spices! Then there is tostada one can fill with different types of toppings; chicken, ground beef, pork, … Then bread and tortilla to fill up those tacos! (I know I am not giving justice to truly the taste and work of these chefs – forgive me!) Drinks: sodas, jamiaica (hibiscus flower drink), hochata (rice milk w/ cinnamon), tamarindo (I don’t know how to explain this fruit drink), oh and yes … the alcohol! Many Mexican families drink, it is very common to socialize with a glass of Tequila (made specifically from Guadalajara, Mexico)! After the food, while it begins to settle down, there is dancing and fireworks! Fireworks! I am just going to mention… the illegal ones are AWESOME!! Hehe (And yes, I was careful!). Oh and I don’t want to forget the ‘grita,’ the grita is a shout out to Mexico usually at 11pm. This is when the president of Mexico will share words such as “Long live…” and all of Mexico will yell out “VIVA!” Last year, we watched the occasion occur in the Zocalo (central) on TV. This year, I had the privilege to experience the real deal!

Yesterday, I had the great opportunity to see the greater half of Mexico - la fiesta! Many MANY Mexicans love parties! It isn’t a bad thing per say, but yesterday is and shall always be the best day one can party in Mexico City!! (I don’t think I was physically prepared!) Prior to going to the Zocalo, each person in our team had a certain task to do for the evening party. Cactus Salad was my task (and it is so much better than it sounds!!). Others had to bring the decorations, games, tostadas, beans, ground chicken, dessert, candy, soda, and drinks… I went to the grocery store, made my little side dish, and TRIED so very hard to take a nap. I laid there for a good hour, no luck! I guess I was too excited or something! Then prepared our home – our new apt (since we have a good living room space) – for the party!
At 10ish (later than planned) we headed to the metro stop Eugenia to meet up with a group of friends. Unfortunately, the micro system wasn’t on top of it, so we tried hailing for a taxi. After 15ish minutes we found one! Our dear friends had actually waited for us since 9pmish. Off we went to the Zocalo!
Oh how excited Mandy and I were! This was our first experience out for the grito. Of course we had heard the precaution of the large amount of people so we took our bare necessities: phone, little money, and keys. Outside the metro we went walking towards the Zocalo. It had just sprinkled a little so many people were selling umbrellas and raincoats made out of trash bags. We also passed many stands selling foam, shiny glittery hats, headbands that lit up the colors red and green, anything that represented Mexico was on sell! And not to forget we also passed stands of food! Corn on the cob (so delicious with chili and limon!!), candies, quesadillas, tacos, tamales, etc. Finally we found ourselves at a LONG line to get into the Zocalo. Our friend went by to check out the length of the line as we waited… not good. All of a sudden we noticed the firecrackers going off! That usually means that the ‘grita’ had JUST been done. BUMMED, but not going to miss out on the cool show, we headed to the field holding hands! A couple of times, even though holding hands we broke away from one another and had to wait to find our friends. IT WAS EXTREMELY PACKED!! Of course we noticed a lot of young people kind of “high” for the night. Although I tried to escape from the cigarette smoke, it was super hard!! “cough!” After the show, we headed back home – to the fiesta!

I know our “fiesta” would not be the same as others since it was a mix of three cultures trying hard to live up the Mexican side!  We arrived at my house at around 1 am!! Can you believe it a fiesta beginning that late? I was already tired, so I thought “Maybe coffee would work.” NOPE. I was and probably shouldn’t have been a drag in the party, but I was EXHAUSTED! Poor friends had to deal with my ‘melted’ body as I just watched them enjoy themselves till 4am!!

Honestly, I wished I had the energy to really embrace the joy of everyone. We played the Mexican version of Bingo called “Loteria” with prizes. We snacked on coconut candies and sweets while waiting for the food to warm up. Then, the food arrived. Oh, had I wished at that moment that I had a large belly to savor every bit. Honestly, I took a little of four dishes and hoped for leftovers from the rest! It was delicious!! Then we had picture taking, dancing, and drinks on the side, as I watched and enjoyed the happy atmosphere. All in all, it turned out very well. I just think I probably should have realized and prepared that my bedtime that night would be at 4am and not midnight! I slept in my clothes – I was too tired to change!

And today, the next morning … I think I need a nap! Am I getting old or WHAT?? Hehehe

Culture CLASH

Missionary work – going somewhere OUTSIDE your own home is a challenge. It amazes me each day to see the differences that I have not only with the Mexican culture, but the culture of my teammates. I love them dearly. I wish to be molded in such a way so that I can fit JUST right, but there are differences that must be worked through.

Today in our staff meeting we spoke about our top values.

Mexico Values: Relationships, Hospitality, Service, time flexibility…

MY biggest struggle is time, task, and productivity! I have found myself certain – down days, where I guilt myself with the not working HARD enough since I don’t seem to have much to show for myself. I love getting tasks done! I love finding myself doing much… BUT I have learned and am still learning that I can’t do 10 things in one day IN Mexico. I still have to learn that So and So may not meet up with me even after scheduling 3x… and that it isn’t a personal issue. I still have to learn to not rely on text messaging and emails. I still have to learn to plan not only an A plan, but a B plan AND even a C plan! Most of all, I STILL have to learn that self is the biggest struggle I deal with in taking those initiative steps in sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ to all I am around!!

I am learning…that there is still so much yet to learn!!

Please pray for me!

“Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God , which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.(Phil 4:4-7)”

Never the Same

Sorry to break the news, but I am not and will never be the same as I was before. Each day I am transforming into someone different – in two main aspects.

One, I find myself growing in transformation in being more like Jesus Christ. I am not perfect, but I do see how joy and peace has more often than not embraces my heart and soul. I also notice how my spirit is more sensitive to others – their hurts and struggles. There is still so much more to grow and learn of, but it is so awesome to see that change in me as I read His Word, pray daily and consistently, and do His will accordingly!

Two, I have noticed an uncomfortable realization that as a missionary, being one to spend an extended amount of time in a new culture/surrounding (doesn’t matter the location), my personal culture changes. As a result, I don’t fit in either my home land – United States, nor Mexico for I have integrated them both in my life. Emily, my mentor, mentioned to me, that there aren’t many who would really understand this concept, but those in the mission field. I have notice this truth when I was in California, visiting my home, there was just a part of me that didn’t feel like I fit in. Yes, I have friends and family who love me dearly, and I seem to fit in fine, but there is a difference in me that long for Mexico’s environment and culture. However, in Mexico City, I am a foreigner. Never will I become fully Mexican nor do I want to be. I have American traits and tendencies so I don’t fit exactly right here either, but there being here has molded me. I am a mix of the two and will always have part of me American and the other part Mexican.

Just a thought I wanted to share with you all! Hope to give you a little bit of the life as a missionary.

Another of God’s provisions, our apartment!!

8/25/09

Remember our long 4 hour walk searching for apartments? Mandy and I were specifically looking for one near the other staff members, with two bedrooms, already furnished, clean and yet within our budget. We noticed there aren’t many furnished apartments as well as pricy. Being in California, we have a mindset that Mexico’s housing is cheap. That is true, but it also depends where one will be staying at. Napoles – the district where the other staff members are at, is a business area near the World Trade Center and one of the major streets, Insurgentes. I would state that they are staying at the mid-upper class area and pay about $675 monthly with maintenance (they provided all the furniture) for two bedrooms, 1 ½ bathrooms, kitchen, nice size living and dining room. Our goal was to find one nearby, FURNISHED less than $600 for two bedrooms, 1 bathroom, clean, a nice size living and dining room, and not so close to the busy streets. We so enjoy our peace and quiet! That afternoon, we had one lead! It seemed great… except the price and the size. We thought maybe we could handle a one bedroom small apartment that cost as much as the other staff members’ apartments. Just then we hit a bump.
Alejandra Mendoza is also looking for an apartment. She is planning to move out when Sandra (her current roommate) moves out in the end of Sept. It was actually planned that I would be her roommate while Mandy would be with Erika and Jaime. Unfortunately, both Erika and Jaime did not raise enough support and so stopped all together in coming. I definitely did not mind having Mandy as my roommate for we were roomies last year! Mindy and Mandy were the best roommates I could have asked for last year! They were surely God’s provision for me!
The question is, would she be staying with us? How would that play out? Could we? Ale is a Mexican National. One huge thing to take in consideration is the culture differences. It creates challenges in the bonding of the two since values differ. For one, Americans LOVE space, Latin Americans tend to not mind if their space is invaded/shared, it’s just how it is. Americans value cleanliness. Latin Americans value people more. Americans value quietness. Latin Americans don’t seem to mind. This will change the dynamics of our apartment searching.
Luckily, she had ONE apartment in mind. The owner of the apartment she is currently staying in actually owns a three bedroom apartment nearby, practically on the same street. Mandy and I, honestly had our hearts settled with the one-bedroom apartment just across the street to the staff girl’s home, but we tried out this apartment. Just to check it out. This was on 8/24/09. About 15-20 minutes away from the staff apartments, in a 8 story apartment building, we entered.

To our surprise, it was super cute, very spacious, quiet, natural light, in a nice area AND within our budget. If that wasn’t enough, the owner was leaving to the US (California) the following morning and won’t be returning till the 25th of September. She needed a decision RAPIDO! She was not the type to guilt or rush our decision, she simply said that either answer would be fine. Since Ale wasn’t done with her contract yet with the other apartment, Mandy and I would just pay about $515 for this months rent not including the gas, electricity and water. After this month, when she arrives, we will give her an answer if we would all (including Ale) stay at this apartment each paying about $300 monthly (including maintenance, gas, water, and electricity). Sounded great! Mandy and I left there and talked it through and prayed about it. Our answer, YES!!
The next morning, set to wake up at 6:30am to meet with her at 7am before she left to the airport. I found myself up at 7:06am!!!! NOOOOOOO!!! Right away I called her and asked if I could still make it. She said yes. I didn’t know if Mandy had woken up or not, I just ran out!

Determined, I arrived at the apartment within 7 minutes in sandals! Crazy, yes! My hair was not taken care of and of course I didn’t take time to brush my teeth. Let’s just say I was not pretty!

Sweet, Aurora showed me around and taught me the nicks and crannies of her apt. Then she handed me the keys and left at 7:30am!

What a God thing! We weren’t even looking this way, nor were we looking for a 3 bedroom apartment. It was perfect!

That day we moved in! It is truly amazing how God has provided this home especially the time we needed one!

Sorry didn’t download pix at this time! 

Back in Mexico

Leaving to Colorado and arriving to Mexico was exhausting. My day began at 4:45am and ended at 8:30pm. It was a LONG day, but a good day. We had one stop in Houston, Texas. Instead of sitting and reading on my own, I initiated a conversation with my neighbors. I found out that they just came back from celebrating their youngest son’s wedding in Colorado and heading back home to Florida. I love the way God places people in your life for a reason. They were not only a friendly couple, but ones who live for Christ as well. I don’t know how to explain it, but there is that bond, the connection between strangers when the Spirit of God is there. We had a great conversation sharing our hearts and books. That was a big highlight for the trip.

Arriving in Mexico, a couple students and about 3 staff members were there holding up a “Welcome Home” sign. Oh, how I missed Mexico! We hugged and greeted one another with a kiss (its traditional here). Then off we went!

Me and Mandy did not have an apartment so we slept in the homes of our coordinators. I slept on the couch of Katie’s apartment while Mandy slept on the ‘deflating’ air mattress with Emily.

The following days weren’t relaxing. On Thursday, we had one LONG meeting to catch us up with updates and ministry info. Friday, we had a shorter meeting sharing our schedule outline, about one hour to talk with Mandy about the ‘must have’ and ‘would prefer to have’ in our apartment scouting, then at 5pm game of GOTCHA, aka paintball, for team bonding. This was going to be my first paintball experience ever! In the game, I found myself out of breath quite easily (working out hasn’t been a priority the last monthish), but I still pressed on to shoot straight at my opponents. Opps! I accidentally shot Joram, my own teammate, on the leg. It was an accident!! I guess when you are in the game and the adrenaline rushing, one shoots without thinking. I don’t think I like the game too well. I felt violent. Saturday, me and Mandy took about 4 hours walking around the neighborhood finding available apartments and calling for details. A long day, some leads, one especially. That night was our welcoming party. (If you are thinking about rest, it comes… eventually). Sunday, church at 11am, had a chance to meet several students and had lunch with last year’s STINTer, Michelle (who is now working as a 4th grade English teacher). From here, I rested!!! Spent time with Jesus at Starbucks till 7pm! Monday, yet another team meeting, this time about our roles in our team and the logistics of how we will specifically play out the WIN, BUILD and SEND to reach to the lost students in Mexico.

Let me pause right here to share with you some data of Mexico City:
~~We have 8 full time staff (including 2nd year STINTers) and 4 volunteers (who work full-time, but offer their time for launching movements).
~~We will be working on 17 campuses. Each person will be specifically on 4-5 universities.
~~We will meet every Monday morning at 10am for team planning and building.
Every other week we will have a Bible Study.
~~We will be keeping up data information of contacts and ministry information through a secured website.
~~Every 2nd Saturday, the Community Service team (of two) will have about 4 services students can help volunteer for the poor, the fatherless, the young, the hungry, and the disabled.
~~We will be hosting events to invite, uplift, encourage, and teach students how to become leaders in their campuses.

I am excited with all that is going on! There is so much to look forward to! I know that God will do amazing things this year! One thing I shall take from Colorado is, “Each person on our team is God’s provision for the other!”

Our Campus team:
Emily – The overseer of what goes on in Mexico. Has a great talent for administration and leadership skills. She is my mentor in my spiritual and emotional growth!
Katie – One of the team leaders. She guides us to our vision. Her job is to maintain, monitor the team and the activities we do. She too has a talent for administration and the Word of God.
Luis – Is our National leader that works with Katie in monitoring our activities. He actually is raising up support since he just got married with Liz and instead of support for one, he and Liz needs to raise support for two! Currently they are in Wisconsin. I hope they come soon!
Liz – Is new to our team since she just got married with Luis. I don’t know her too well, just that they met at school in Jalapa.
Alejandra – Is from Jalapa, Veracruz (like Luis). She has a great talent for prayer and discipleship with young women. She also has boldness to speak the truth when something is wrong.
Sandra – I feel like I was the closest with Sandra last year in my team. She has a personality like my own. She has a talent in planning for events and directing teams/students to a goal. She also is the best hospitality skill I know!!
Victor – Victor volunteers when he isn’t working. He has a weird schedule in which he works out in the ocean, pumping gas for 15 days straight then free for 15 days. He has a gift with providing necessary materials when needed. He also disciples men very well! I always joke with him with his outward appearance. First glance one would think he is the toughest man ever (big with a frown), but once you get to know him, he is as soft and sweet as a teddy bear. (Don’t tell him I said this…. Hehehe)
Joram – Joram is from Holland and has a talent with languages and music! He came last February and probably will stay till August ends (we are hoping so).
Lola (Jessica) – Jessica first came on one of the summer project. She had such a great experience that she returned. Not for a month, but for a year (hopefully more) working with college students. She has a gift with hair cutting and graphic designing. I haven’t worked alongside her much, but I will have the opportunity to do so in 2 of my campuses!
Mandy – My old roommate! Mandy is such a sweet young woman of God. She is from a small down in Oklahoma. Being in Mexico is a big change, but she has adjusted well – especially with her Spanish!
Me – I have received a heart for Mexico since Winter Conference 2005. Ever since I stepped foot in Mexico, I knew this was for me. I don’t know how long God calls me here, but what I do love is the people here. There are so many to reach! I have a gift with evangelization and organization (but if you look in my room, you may disagree).

Community Service team:
Angie – Angie is a full-time staff (like Emily & Katie). She has a HUGE heart for the community, especially working alongside with prostitutes. She has a gift for hospitality and cooking!
Tim – Tim was working in the campus team last year, this year he feels called to work alongside the people in the community. He has a gift with photography and devotion to God.

Colorado Briefing

8/13 – 8/19

I have learned a lot since my last year experience in Colorado for our STINT briefing. For one, I did not have a keen understanding with finances and the support I needed to raise. I felt that I was about 80% prior to Colorado with support, but due to miscalculations and change of support goal, I found myself at 73% of my support. I knew from the depths of my heart that God called me to the mission field in Mexico City (through divine interventions), I just didn’t know why I did not have the support. The only answer was, I guess I didn’t work hard enough. So, I worked even harder that week in Colorado. Briefing went super fast because I was simply focused on support! I felt that I could not enjoy time with my new team since I was behind and needed to call and email possible supporters. Those moments seem like a blur, but 2 days before my team left for Mexico, with about $670 monthly support left, I was about to get the plane ticket back home to California. I begged and pleaded with tears falling down my face. I tried to make excuses of my situation. Rules are rules, and I understand now why they are strict in making those decisions. It makes sense now. However, God intervened. A teammate had actually raised up more than he needed. It wasn’t because he chose to raise more; it was because so many gave. He spoke to the financial advisor, Regina, first (this was all unknown to me). Then, I and another teammate, Jenn who didn’t have the support either, received a phone call to meet her at her room. There, thinking that we were heading home, found out that this person’s support was exactly the amount we needed to go to Mexico City. There are no other explanations but God intervened. It isn’t about what I do – how hard I try. I have learned to rely on His provision. For if God wills it, God will make it happen! No doubt!

This year! Prior to Colorado, I had a chance to talk to the same financial advisor to share my situation. I believe I was around the 70ish%. She suggested that I buy an airplane back home to California, simply stating that it would be cheaper if you buy it sooner than later. I agreed, but my heart didn’t setting with that response. I strongly felt that God will provide once again, but then, I knew that it would be wiser to buy – just in case. It came to show that I received 83% of my support on August 13th, and moving along smoothly. Regina didn’t know, but I didn’t buy the airplane ticket back home. A part of me wanted to trust in God’s provision. Couple days past and we had set a date to talk about ministry and finances two days prior to the 19th, but I truly needed to share with Regina my status without a ticket. I surprised her as she was in line for lunch by quickly stating that I had no ticket home and praying that God will provide. She took it in very well even though she had advised me to buy the ticket. From that day forward, I wanted her to know how God was providing my support. In the 87%, support was slow, It was tough, I begin to rethink to myself that maybe God has plans for me to go back home. However, I refused to dampen my days. Instead, I took the extra time to value my team. Together we went hiking up the mountain, 12,000 feet up! We spent time sharing our summer and how we each had missed Mexico and our plans in returning. We even had a chance to get to know other mission groups, especially a group going to El Salvador. Last year, I worried more than anything. This year, I focused on the here and now, and grateful with where I was at. Not to say, I didn’t work! During the days we spent alone, I called and emailed possible supporters. Two days prior to Mexico and I was certain God was going to provide the 100%. Instead, I ended at 94%. The last and final day, God had completed 97% during lunch. Like before, I texted Regina with the latest news. Due to the farewell dinner and the commissioning ceremony, I knew I would not be able to raise up the rest, so I prayed. Downstairs I met with Regina and my team. Without any fear of what if’s I trusted in the words Regina planned to speak. She handed me a sheet of paper, as I looked at it, I noticed my ticket wasn’t to California, but Mexico! Praise God! I was going to Mexico City with my team! This year, God pushed it even further. No worries. For dinner we were to dress up since we would all be eating at a restaurant. As we sat and shared of our plans to Mexico and our excitement, I received a phone call from my church. The remaining support I needed was taken care of – 100%!!! Truly God provided, not incompletely, but fully! Praise HIM!!

What did I learn from this? God will provide as He wills it to be, to whoever he wills it to be for, and when he wills it to come. It is our attitude that matters during the tough time! Last year, I fretted and worried. This year I choose to trust in God, to read His Word in prayer. This time my faith was strengthened and my heart was at peace. I rested in God’s promises and His plan for my life. I knew He knew my situation. It wasn’t a secret. I didn’t have to plead. It was simply resting in His promises. If I may encourage you tonight, please note that God is so good to His children! Rest in His mighty hand for your life! Will you risk trusting I Him even if you don’t know what tomorrow holds?

Woman’s Conference

8/8/09

“O taste and see that the LORD is good; How blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!” Ps. 34:8

I just want to say that God is super good! I had an opportunity, the first ever, to teach a message of God’s goodness through a woman in the Bible. This was a yearly Woman’s Conference with the church, Calvary Chapel Cerritos. I knew the pastor through his son, Andrew, through the organization Campus Crusade for Christ.

For this conference, I chose Mary, the mother of Jesus. God has chosen her to be a mother of the Jesus Christ – the son of God! I was a bit nervous to teach for a good 30 minute lesson, but I knew that I was not the one teaching with my own strength, but God’s. And He definitely used me to encourage the women attending! I know God shined through me as I spoke! Praise HIM! For God is working so much in my life to take steps of faith like this one in presenting to 110+ women, something I never dreamed about!

“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you will continue His work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” Phil 1:6

May God continue to work within me! I am ALL HIS!

Mr. Fix It

Is your computer giving you trouble? Have you found yourself frustrated when the computer decides to shut down before you asked it to or when the mouse decides not to move? I know I have, especially recently! I'm not really the gifted one with computer problems, but there are those who are!

The great thing about life is that there are different people in this world with different skills and talents. I am not gifted with computers! I am more gifted in talking and sharing experiences/lessons/etc. A couple days ago, after "talking" about my computer issues - I realized a new friend of mine had such gift! His name is Luis Arce! I drove down towards San Diego...! For those who don't know directions, I really didn't when a guy says 20-30 minutes, he means 45 to an hour! hehehe It was a very nice drive though.

A young man from Bolivia - has a heart to travel! I can't wait to see what God has planned for his life. He already is very active in CSULB especially with the Latin American people! Pray for continual direction in His life!

August 2nd... life in CA

Work! I may be the one like my mom says, Type A when it comes to a goal, a desire in which YOU KNOW will happen, but is not YET there. I find myself with that one track mind. Work! What is work? Well, raising up funds for Mexico. Why? Because God wills it to. He has guided me every step of the way! It is evident! OH but just look at the time left! 12 more days!!

Lord! I am not and can NOT do this on my own without you! Oh help guide the way! You have already proved yourself faithful and a provider in my life, I shall now rest in your Word, trust in you, and do what you call me to do.

I have met some wonderful people through this time. I have talked and shared and heard how God's people come together to support one another in prayer and financial giving! Thank you! What a blessing to be connected by so many wonderful people!

Let's work - one day at a time, faithful for the little things but hoping for the BIG things!

In California

Hello All! I know I haven't sent many blogs recently... busy running around like usual. I want to use the time I have here in California as best as I can and in doing so I stop working on the little things - like keeping up with these updates.

Being back in the states has some struggles that I really didn't expect. However, I plan to take it one step at a time in good stride - faith. For I know God has planned and prepared my journey here. I also know He has called me specifically to Mexico. But to truthfully share my heart, there are days where I worry about the little things.

Please pray for peace of mind and for the guidance of the Holy Spirit! I can't do this on my own! The only strength I know I must rely on is Jesus! Thank you!

Acapulco (April 4-8th)

I am a bit backed up for sharing my little updates...


...For quick a view of the conference: This was the 2nd conference held in Acapulco. We had about 200 college students (double from last year) who arrived on April 4th at a very low price thanks to donations. Every morning and night, a speaker delivered a message and the worship band played upbeat worship music that brought hands uplifted, tears and dancing. For two afternoons, students had the opportunity to work in groups to visit the beach or nearby parks to evangelize (share God’s story). Another afternoon they traveled to specific areas to offer community service to orphanages, homes... With about 50 staff members to help put it all together, it turned out to be a success in organization and memorable creative ideas that left students with a fun, challenging and packed week! In the end, our statistics shows that students shared the Gospel 466 times and out of those, 66 received Christ!

For me, I worked in the inside more than out. My job was to help the speakers have all that they need – paper, supplies, etc so that their delivery runs smooth. Because of it, I made friends with Office Depot! I enjoyed serving and being the one to run back and forth. However, the part that I did miss was the interactions with those students that I invited and being outside on the front lines sharing the Gospel and love of Jesus. I understood that our job was to pass the torch to the students and to challenge them to take that step of faith without depending on our guidance. Like a parent, watching their child grow. You don’t want to let go, but you know that you must not only for their good, but yours as well. So out of love, I take that step of faith and obediently watched them grow! For it surely isn’t about me and what I do, it is all about them!!

Keep these students in your prayers...may the fire never die out!

Here is a video of Acapulco: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTKHXC1QZ0g

Swine Flu

Since Friday April 24th, life here in Mexico City took a drastic change! The night before, students were informed that all schools will be closed due to the epidemic of this swine flu. Swine flu is a respiratory disease and transmitted mainly by person-to-person through coughing or sneezing of infected people. The symptoms are about the same as a seasonal flu that may include fever, lethargy, lack of appetite and coughing. With this floating around in Mexico City, I choose to I take each challenge that comes with the best intentions knowing there is a purpose in everything. So what now?

Mexico City has been affected by this swine flu. First, and most noticeable, is the mask each person is recommended to wear to avoid getting others sick. Schools have been closed and small businesses have been recommended to close down until the epidemic goes away. Many restaurants and cafés don’t allow sit down anymore (not even Starbucks). Everything is take-out. The other is that on the news there have been deaths confirming to be from the swine flu. I believe this brings fear to many. I really don’t think death is the biggest problem Mexico is facing with this epidemic, more so it is the economy. Yahoo News reads, “Officials said Mexico City is losing $57 million a day amid a shutdown that includes schools, state-run theaters and other public places.”

Because of this epidemic and fear of the flu, Enfoque Mexico has been there to watch over us. That Friday I had several meeting with students, thinking that I can take precautions by watching where I go, who I contact with and keeping my distance from others. I left that morning planning to return early evening. During my meeting, I received the phone call to quickly leave and arrive home, that it wasn’t safe being outside in public using the public transportations. I must admit it was tough to say goodbye, knowing that this one day would probably not come again.

On April 28th we were informed that we will be quarantined till May 6th. I must admit, this is going to be a challenge, but I choose to take one day at a time enjoying it as best as God leads me. The 28th was a hard/sad day. Because of this influenza going around many of the STINTers are now choosing to leave a month or so before the designated date. I will miss you: Colby, Chris F., Chris C., Scott, Eric, and Aaron. It will be different now, but I thank you for your time, your love and your friendship!

Thank you for your prayers! May God bless you and keep you healthy (for I heard it has been found in the states as well).

Spring Breakers!

Team 1 (March 7th-21st)

To recap what happened in March is a bit tough since it was about a month ago. I remember the first week, all teams excited and preparing ourselves for students to come! It took a LOT of preparation with the question…what are we going to do with them each moment of the day? And, how can they experience the full experience with a balance of fun, ministry and God? This picture is only 14 of the 33 that came that first week. For better use of each leader in the Enfoque Team, we each were in charge of a group for at least one day. Tuesday was my day! On this day we brought these students to ESEF. To begin, we already prepared the leaders, Matias and Laura, of our plans by telling them that they will be the ones to plan something for 14 students. They thought of some outside activities (physical). To begin, we were left waiting outside the gates of the school. The guards would not allow us in since we had no school ID. The communication between student leaders and office staff took about 30minutes resulting a visit in the director’s office. In my mind, I thought of a grim face man saying something along the lines of, “What is your reason for being here? I can not let you in, but only for today since you came a long ways…” Well, he did ask what our reason for being there, and we answered him and shared what group we represented, etc. Instead of kicking us out, he actually invited us to tell others in the US about this school. That he is more than willing to provide housing and meals for an entire month, for those students who plan to come attend his school. He then gave us all backpacks that had the school logo! We were all dumbfounded as we walked towards the field to begin playing with the students. There we met with many students. Some played volleyball, others basketball, others played field games, and the rest stayed at the benches talking and sharing. At the end, Matias said a couple words of thanks and how he is touched by the unity that Christians have no matter how many miles apart they are from the other! We prayed then headed out to eat. Instead of eating out, the director of the school paid for our entire meal in the cafeteria!! It was a full course meal already set for 30 people! … Can you agree that this moment was a God moment???

Team 2 (March 14th-21st)

The next huge team actually surprised us. See, the plans were that these students (Oklahoma, Montana, etc) will go to Puebla, Mexico and serve there for the week. However, they had planned to serve in Mexico City, NOT Puebla. Unfortunately, my team, the Oriente team, already had plans to serve Katie’s church of six this week. Because of that, I didn’t have much time with this large group as the other teams did. Even though the team was small, amazing things happened!

Below is a snapshot of what happened! We went to two of my schools, UACM and ESIME! Both times we had a chance to share the Gospel! Honestly, I get so pumped up whenever I share God’s love!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=85043615148&subj=30609409

(SAD NEWS: I lost my camera in the same hotel the spring breakers were staying in the week before, so these pictures are all from others…I was so bummed!!)

Team 3 (March 21st-24th)

This last week was optional. We received an email about a month ago asking if we wanted to help Queretaro’s team during this last week. I did! I wanted to not only visit a new state, but to help in whatever way I can in the ministry there! I arrived Saturday with the four from Louisiana name Laquinta, Quirby, Lydia, and Megan. On Sunday we attended church (picture below).

There we got to know some more of the members of the team. We also had a chance to see a few consistent Christians from the weekly meetings. It was super cool! We ate, played games, learned a few tips about Queretaro’s schools and the ministry that they do there, and simply bonded!

On Monday we went to our first school, UAQ (University Automatico de Queretaro).

It was really enjoyable to talk to students and to invite them to the Tuesday night weekly meeting. Then when the opportunity opened up, we shared the Gospel!

Here is a scenic picture of the Aqueduct and the overview of the Queretaro! Truly it is a tranquil city with beauty and a cultural background!

We met this a new friend, on Tuesday at the Tec school nearby.

We invited him to the English club meeting (which promotes communication in English to others in a fun and welcoming way). He actually wasn’t interested, but after two invites, he decided to come for a “little” while. Funny thing, he didn’t leave until after we ate lunch (which was about four plus hours!!) Pray that he continues "hanging out" with the team!

That Tuesday night could not have been any better!! We had a HUGE result! The Queretaro Team said it was more than they ever had of students. In the picture below, we just filled the room! Praise God! The topic of this meeting was, “How to have/solve healthy conflicts.”

One of the bonus’ for coming after four times is hearing the Gospel in the room across the hall. Four young men had this opportunity to hear the Gospel. That night each one accepted Christ as their personal Savior!! Pray that they will devote their time in the follow up to learn more about what it takes to be a Christian.

My last day, Wednesday, we went to UAQ again and talked to students. I had the opportunity to share the Gospel to three girls. Again, taking the step of faith to share is the greatest joy anyone can have! It is sharing my love, my best friend, to others so they can also experience and enjoy this love! This night, we played a picture scavenger hunt with a group of students at the center of Queretaro. It was a LOT of fun! More than that, two students who were not Christians, but interested in the fun, committed to going to Acapulco!!

(share with you about this soon!)

My Rough Schedule

Together my wonderful leader, Katie, and I arranged my crazy ideas and plans to a much sane and functional plan! Here it goes!

Key for understanding My schedule:
4=every week of the month
3=3x of the month
2= every other week
1= monthly event

Monday: (4) Oriente Meeting – 12-7pm
Tuesday: (3) STINT development – 9-11am
(4) ESEF w/ Sandra and Victor – 1-4pm
(1) ALL Enfoque Meeting – 5-8pm
(2) Meeting with Katie (Oriente Leader) – 6-9pm
Wednesday: (4) Evaluating UACM w/ Ale
(2) ESIME – 12-4pm
(4) Women’s Study – 5-8pm
(1) Day of Fun with Oriente Team
(1) Day with God!
Thursday: (4) UACM with Ale 10-6pm
(4) Roommate Bible Study 7-9pm
Friday: (2) With Discipler – 10-11:15am
(2) Bible Study with Oriente Team – 10-1pm
(4) Spanish w/ Mandy and other (?) – 11:30am (2x) & 1pm (2x) for about 1.5 hrs!
(4) Time available for 1-1 discipling time, administration time, etc.
Saturday: (1) All Student Meeting – varies
(1) Chicas fiesta - varies
Sunday: (4) Church and time with God and other teams

Do you understandind it? If not...it's okay! Fun stuff! :-)

The Rush Begins!!!

Did you know that I actually do enjoy being busy? I must confess, I like the thrill of doing homework and being responsible with tasks that fits my character. This school semester just began and I simply keep learning more of myself and my place in God’s hands. It is amazing how I see more of my place in this ministry. In other words, I am finding those stubborn and difficult puzzle pieces fitting just perfectly in this 1000 piece puzzle… but the plan is not yet complete, just clearer! AND because of this, I actually have a schedule mapped out! I am not saying that each and every event will take place as I see it, for I know that God will work OUTside of the schedule MANY times. I am NOT placing Him in a box, but being more focused and diligent with the things before me. Mexico’s experience was a bit of a puzzling mess with so much wonderful things I saw God doing in the lives of students and schools that I sincerely wanted to be a part of, but realizing that I am NOT a robot. I must relax and simply enjoy the presence of God’s love in those quiet times.

…and for that exact reason, I have been a bit sick with the flu the last couple days…no complaints, just resting A LOT more!! Please pray for healing. I already feel better…but Spring Breakers are coming tomorrow (3/7/09)!!! GAAAHH

Joram’s Day!

The beginning of February we welcomed a new STINTer to Mexico City. Joram is from Holland. He is officially our first International STINTer outside of the USA. He is also a great addition to our team! He exemplifies a willingness to learn the Spanish language, a positive attitude and a love for God. He also amazes us with his gifts /talents that God has lovingly poured in his life. One of his major skills is having the ear for music and languages. For his special 23rd birthday, he came to our home for dinner, dessert, and entertainment! We played some HILARIOUS games and for our last treat Joram serenaded us with awesome Dutch songs as he walked out the door!

Valentine's Day Bliss!!

Honestly, Valentines Day is a sweet joy not that there is a significant person in my life to spoil me crazy, but the fact that LOVE is in the air. As this Valentines day was nearing this year, I had plans to attend Katie’s birthday party, with nothing else in mind for this special day. However, I had a sense, a touch, a special inclination from God that softly spoke in my heart that said something like, “Remember me. I am your first love. I am the one who wants to show you my love. Spend time with me, the Lover of your Soul. There will be no other who will satisfy your heart desire as I will.” This brought a smile to my face…I truly began to feel giddy. So I chose Feb. 14, 2009 to spend time with God, to go on a “date” with God. I must say it was a real treat! I truly felt loved! This is how this day occurred. Woke up with a smile and prayed for His presence and love to be ever so real this day. I took a nice long spa, meditating on His Word and singing some. Just relaxing... I then fancied myself up. When one truly take the time to look good, your entire being looks and feels good! I then invited my roommate, Mandy to go on the date with me traveling the town. It is better with two or three join together, simply to share the wonderful blessings during this day. We prayed together as we walked, simply talking to God as if He was right there with us! …long story short….Our Valentines Day was just a beautiful reminder that He is always with us, who loves and blesses those who truly seek to spend time with the Lover of our Soul. But why wait for next Valentines Day to experience God’s love? When will you set the time to go on a “date” with your heavenly loving perfect God?

Late but still GREAT! :-)

Kind of feelings left out a little? Please forgive my tardy blog. A lot has been happening and it has just been a busy mess…but Thank God it is getting straightened out each day, one piece at a time. Here are some new brief updates that occurred!

12/23-1/11/2009
Back at home for the holidays! It was a blessing to be back in the states! Sometimes I think that my dearly loved family and friends don’t really miss me since I don’t hear much of them. However, it goes the other way around too, where I don’t really send out ‘hello’s’ much to my dear friends and family as I’d like. It was truly a treat though to see many in such a short time! For those who I met and hung out with, I thank you for your precious time and kind uplifting words. They are as precious jewels to me. Thank you!
I think something that was noticeable for my family, friends and for myself is the fact that even if I may be gone for four months or more, I am still the same person – Melissa. I still carry my same genes and personalities. I do hope though to change and become more like Christ, but even through that I am still the flesh that I was born with.

12/28-1/1/09
I went to the Winter Conference in San Diego to share about Mexico City to university students. There were about 700 students there. Praise God for the hearts of university students to take that step of faith to attend a conference away from home, to be encouraged and challenged in their faith with God. I truly believe God spoke to me in his quietness about the sole story I had about Mexico and all that He is doing. I felt honored and highly responsible to share my story to these students as much and as often as I can! So then…back at home…

1/1-1/10
Whenever and however I could share my story I took that chance! I never done this before, but because of my love for Mexico and the awesome things that God did, I felt that this story would glorify His name and so I shared. Through a PowerPoint presentation, I shared my team, the vision, pictures of Mexico and stories and events that took place for just those four months! It was awesome! God provided the words to speak and the excitement to share!

1/11-1/22
From Mexico City straight to Cuernavaca (2 hrs away) I left to study Spanish and connect with new teammates; Colby and Chris. Colby is from North Carolina and Chris is from New Jersey! They both are awesome people with hearts for the students in our Language School. Whenever we had the opportunity, we shared our love, our views and even set up a couple Bible Studies! It was such an great time and a perfect place to rest a little prior to Mexico City!

1/23-Present
Back in Mexico (D.F) City! Excited and ready to begin the New Year! The first week was a week of relaxing and catching up with what was left, organizing, and spending GREAT quality time with God! It has been such an remarkable time learning about the Love God has for me and the ‘heart’ matter!

Enfoque Mexico then had a HUGE reunion meeting for students and staff to share about Mission Acapulco! We had around 55 students arriving! What a great time to connect again to share love and to encourage to come to this life-changing conference! Honestly, we are hoping to have around 500 people to show up! Can we make it? I don’t know, but please pray for us! I know that when students come together to worship God and center their time in His presence God will do BIG thing in their hearts! Please pray for this event!

The following week was team preparation and growth! We now have two new STINTers in our group – Ale and Sandra! They finished raising up support, YIPPPEEE! This week we really spend a good chunk of time learning about our gifts, personalities and goals for this team so that we can be unified as a body of believers serving and living for the Lord to increase His Kingdom!

And now the mission is on Go! Go and Share, Go and Tell!

Please pray for God’s guidance for there is TONS we can do, but if it isn’t what God desires or wills for us, it will just be a matter of wasting time! May we Hear His leading and guiding voice!

“For You are great, and do wonderous things; You alone are God. Teach me Your way, O Lord; I will walk in Your truth; unite my heart to fear Your name. I will praise You, O Lord my God with all my heart, and I will glorify Your name forevermore”

(Psalms 86:10-12)

A Hit To The Heart

To my dear friends and family,

I am on a journey, a journey called Life. I believe you too would say that your life is a journey for we are never or should we ever be completely satisfied with exactly where we are at. I pray that on your journey you are learning and growing in your relationship with God. He will help you as you open your heart, being transparent with Him….I know this, because of my experience….Let me share with you something that God is really sharing light to.

If I never have shared it with you my name, Melissa, in Greek means Honeybee. As a joke, I tell myself and others that I am sweet yet with a sting. I think I still carry that idea to this day…hoping the sting will diminish away. Another part of being the “honeybee” is the busyness. Please forgive me first of all for saying or excusing myself off from enjoying your presence with the excuse for being busy. This is my big weakness to this day. I know now where it roots from.

Busyness roots from deep within my very being– searching for self…for my identity here on this earth. A question we ask ourselves – or should someday face is “What is the purpose of my life? What should be the satisfying end goal?” I wonder what you would say. Mine has been in the mix of personal goals such as becoming well-taken care of, being a godly woman of God so people can see. I also sought to someday have a family, to be desirable for my future husband, to love and be loved, to have children (if that is what God so desires), to have a place I can have a home to care and protect. Then I find myself trying to achieve academic goals for my future career. I wanted to aim to get the BA maybe a Master in Elementary Education, to have a Minor in Spanish or at least be considered bilingual. Will there be an end? Will I be ever satisfied? I am not saying having goals is a bad thing, I’m just saying is that what you focus in search for your identity? For I have found my very identity as being synonymous with activity. Wouldn’t you agree? When someone ask tell me about yourself, who are you? Wouldn’t you share what you do? Wouldn’t you identify yourself as a student? An employee of some job? Wouldn’t you label yourself as that? I know the American culture has infected me with the worth of my self is based on my performance of what I do or know how to do? Wouldn’t you agree?

We alls search for something deep within our hearts. We all search to satisfy this deep longing inside of purpose/meaning. For this is such an aching in my heart. Even as Christians, we have found God, but seek more when that “satisfaction” doesn’t seem strong enough. We think we need more Bible studies, more time in prayer. We find ourselves praying for God to “do” this, or for him to help us “do” – a bit on the surface of our skin rather than any deep place within wouldn’t you say? Oh how this is a battle that rages from within me in experiencing life not as a passion, but as burdensome, heavy, and exhausting.

Do you want to know what your purpose is? It really isn’t that difficult, but I bet at least once in your life we have forgotten what it may be. Let’s look to the Word and see if there is any answers to the question about our purpose in life…
_ 1 John 5:11-12 = And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. 12 He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.
_ Col 3:3 = For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God.
_ John 17:3 = Now this is eternal life : that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.

The Answer: “To know God and enjoy knowing him forever”

Do you want to know God? Or KNOW God?

BAD NEWS: Let me stop here for I have already written a page – If you desire to read of KNOWING God, let me know…if not check out the book that has been the light for my blind eyes The Sacred Romance by Brent Curtis & John Eldredge.

I do this only because I don’t know where you are at in your desire, in your thirst for God…it really isn’t my concern, but because you are God’s chosen people, one whom he has called to Himself, I care about your heart. I want you to live and do what you were called, purposed to do, “To know God and enjoy Him Forever.”

Thank you for your time,
May God challenges you and teach you more as you journey in this road called Life.
With much love!

Melissa Huerta